My life is somehow coarser now.
My song has textures I must sing.
My calloused fingers hitting strings,
each note is rough, yet still they ring.
The clouds of gray envelope hues
that long for light and cause despair.
Yet right behind lie clear blue skies,
cerulean beyond compare.
Corduroy pants and fur-lined jackets
expose the need of a warmth unknown.
A need of body and of spirit,
seldom quenched by joy alone.
Yet leaves that rustle by the door
and hummingbirds that grace my view
remind of details full of love
and promise days of life renewed.
The highs and lows that fill my song,
echoing tales by Robert Frost,
are a kind of braille sent by God
meant to give sight to what's been lost.
I now exist with eyes wide open
prepared for textures, both smooth and rough,
so long as He provides two things.
Callused fingers and a life of love.